Today, I am going to smile. I'm not going to think about how much I am hurting. I have realized that if I can't make him be in love with me. I can't make him tell me what happened. I can't force him t

I've been working my butt off to keep the bills paid and the house clean and little man entertained! Today seemed like it was going to be an excellent day! I had extra money, I was in a good mood and

I am so angry today! I am so frustrated with my life and everyone in it. Everything is so complicated and people won't leave me alone! Ugh! Work sucked today. Paying the bills by myself is so hard. I

This is the most complicated situation I have ever been in. I am coming to grips with it all, but I have my moments. On Tuesday, my friend and I took my son out for ice cream since it was beautiful da

Technically, I ended the relationship I was in. I wouldn't call it a break up though. It's more like a "going seperate ways" kinda thing. It still hurts... a lot. I shouldn't be hurting over doing wha

Yes, I am back. This time with a story to share about stupidity. I took W back 240something days ago. Things had been going well as they always do when you get back with an ex. Of course, he started d

i miss brett, yes, but i also miss his family. they took me in as their daughter and made me feel at home, even if i was just screwing their son. when i had gotten drunk previously and called they wer

Miss Kim- I'd say that yes, we are officially back together now :)   After the whole going to pick up his drunk butt a week ago, I thought long and hard about whether he was putting enough effort into

Here's an update on how things have been going. W has been here a lot. Things have been pretty good, and some things have been GREAT! We've talked about a lot, and he has explained a lot of things to

Little man and I went and hung out with W yesterday. We went to the lake and then we hung out with some of W's friends for a while. (His friends didn't treat me any different, and they didn't seem sur