After my little chat at his home, I realized that I needed some changes. I needed to reinvent myself.  A new me that I would love and that, maybe the crazy part of my brain hopes that he would like to

This is one of these days where you do not want to cry. Actually you feel kind of good.... ok not crazy good but not zombie like. Maybe it is because, if I think about it and be honest, the break up w

Here is my journal. I will try to keep track of what I am doing everyday to see if I am getting better. Right now, I am just crying in front of the screen.  He does not want to be with me anymore. At