I guess i could realize that it's really over but i dont wanna except it.  just the other night you told me that you had a date with her that day and it really hurt me, i cried that night.

HERE I AM IN SCHOOL (COLLEGE) AND STILL THINKING ABOUT YOU, HOW CRAZY IS THAT AND TOP OF THAT I LOST 2HOURS OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT BECAUSE I STAYED UP TO TALK TO YOU. I SHOUDNT BE TALKING TO YOU YOU