So I haven't tried to contact him today. I decided to just let it be. I went to the store and came back and his car was here. He took a shower, shaved, put his dirty clothes in the washer, talked to o

I came here when my boyfriend left me in 2009... It's been a while, but it happened again. Things were going great. We were getting along for the most part and a few weeks ago he got down on one knee

things have been going surprisingly well. We haven't argued once since he has been back. We are doing our own things and not relying on eachother as much. I used to ask him where he was going constant

that absence makes the heart grow fonder... apparently it is true. The ex came home yesterday. So I guess he isn't "the ex" anymore. We'll call him "W" now. We had a long discussion Saturday night thr

So last night I messed up, but I don't regret anything. I am a little hurt, and disappointed in myself though. Here's the story:     4pm- I head into work. I'm a server at a sports bar. I

Sometimes I get urges to be evil. I feel like I want to hurt him to repay him for the hurt he has caused me. I no longer believe in revenge, but I still think about it. So here are some things I have

Blogging seems like a good idea. If I can write out my feelings here, then maybe I won't feel the urge to text him.     It has been 17 days since he left. The house still has his things i