I've made it through another day. It's not been the greatest day though. I keep finding myself being ill towards my friends and family, but I know it will pass. The little man saw a family picture to

I woke up crying this morning, but I pulled myself together. I've done some thinking too. W keeps insisting that there is not someone else. I don't know if he is trying to convince himself or me. I wi

Nothing is going right. Everything in my life is falling apart. I knew today was going to be a very hard day. W was supposed to be here at 12 to pick up little man. He didn't show up until 1:45. He wa

Today has sucked. I have done nothing but meaningless things. I tried to clean my already spotless house. I scrapbooked a page with pictures of W and I and then I hid it. I've cried and cried all day.

Today is not going to be a good day. My ex we will call him "W" now.  His mom had been texting me and calling me asking if I had heard from him and if he was getting little man to bring him to the bda

 I feel like I am posting too much, but it really helps me to get all this out.     I am doing good today. The little man has managed to stress me out to the max today, but I dealt with it. I just cau

Yesterday ended up being a good day :) I did end up going crazy yesterday morning. My son was screaming, and I was feeling very alone. I had to get of the house! So I counted change and took it my dad

Today, I am going to smile. I'm not going to think about how much I am hurting. I have realized that if I can't make him be in love with me. I can't make him tell me what happened. I can't force him t

So I haven't tried to contact him today. I decided to just let it be. I went to the store and came back and his car was here. He took a shower, shaved, put his dirty clothes in the washer, talked to o

I came here when my boyfriend left me in 2009... It's been a while, but it happened again. Things were going great. We were getting along for the most part and a few weeks ago he got down on one knee