Today, I am going to smile. I'm not going to think about how much I am hurting. I have realized that if I can't make him be in love with me. I can't make him tell me what happened. I can't force him t

Miss Kim- I'd say that yes, we are officially back together now :)   After the whole going to pick up his drunk butt a week ago, I thought long and hard about whether he was putting enough effort into

Here's an update on how things have been going. W has been here a lot. Things have been pretty good, and some things have been GREAT! We've talked about a lot, and he has explained a lot of things to

Little man and I went and hung out with W yesterday. We went to the lake and then we hung out with some of W's friends for a while. (His friends didn't treat me any different, and they didn't seem sur

Last night went pretty good. W came over and shot off fireworks for little man. Little man got so upset when W went outside, so when it came time for little man to go to bed, I asked W to do it. W act

My sister text me this afternoon and told me that W text her. She said that he was trying to get ahold of me. I didn't want him to have my phone number, but I told her to just give it to him. He text

Last night W said that he wanted to get little man today, and I said that it was fine. I assumed that W would contact me when he got off work. When it's 5, I email him and say "hey". We'll it's 10 now

I got a phone today :) I decided that I didn't want to give W my phone number which works out well since my phone notifies me when I recieve an email, which is how he contacts me now since he doesn't

Today has officially been the craziest day of my life. I called his mom and asked her how he is doing. She said that he is great and he is happy, but he upset that I won't let him keep little man over

I've been hearing a lot of things lately and they are confusing. I don't know what to think right now. I'm torn between staying no contact and asking if everything is okay. 1st. One of W's friends tol