So it's been almost 4 weeks and I still don't feel like myself.  I'm still at this kind of empty shell stage.  I'm still crying myself to sleep at night, I can't feel anything but longing and sadness.

The best love I have ever had has left. He was suppose to come over one evening and he stood me up. He turned off his phone for 3 days and then wrote me an e-mail stating he just didn't love me enou