Sadness is a normal feeling. I usually only feel it after the kids go to bed. I can't sleep... I stay up all night thinking and worrying and doing random pointless things just trying to occupy my mind

This is my about me. This may seem stupid, but it helps me because I know where I have went wrong in my relationship with W. 1. I purposely start fights and push his buttons. I push his buttons until

After 2 weeks of trying to work things out with W and him telling me he wanted to stay sober, he's gone again. I have no idea if he's doing drugs or drinking, but I think he is back to that afte 3 yea

So today, W left to go grocery shopping.... no surprise he was gone for 6 hours. He came back with our son and no groceries. I asked where the groceries were and he said well, we'll just go get them l

Almost another year has passed, and I am back! This time after a few days of arguing, W decided that only loves me as the mother of his children. And that we only have a parenting relationship. He thi

I feel like there is no hope I feel alone and betrayed, my ex and I were together almost 3 years and to me I thought things were gettin better easier but in his eyes they weren't he said he was going

uhh.. i have a boyfriend, well i think we're still in a relationship, sort-of, haha i honestly don't know.. well we've been together for almost 2years now, but maybe that's the over statement of th

I'm finally again happy and hardly think about him. At least when I think about Pascal I don't miss him and all I feel when I think about him is hate and I want to hit him as hard as I can. But first

I needed somewhere to get this out. My friends are a huge help but I still dont feel like they understand right now, without dealing with their own broken heart at the same time, ya know? This man mea

I'm not even sure why I'm doing this.  I guess I just need to get it all out.  It's 1 a.m. Thursday morning....and it feels like i'll never be able to sleep again.  I've been through breakups before