Last night went pretty good. W came over and shot off fireworks for little man. Little man got so upset when W went outside, so when it came time for little man to go to bed, I asked W to do it. W acted like he didn't want to leave but I didn't say anything to keep him around. He did end up sitting in my driveway for a while, and he did want for us to have sex. . . 

He text me last night and I didn't know, and when I wrote him back 20 minutes later he asked me for the 3rd time if I had someone over. I think he is being really insecure. He text me already this morning and asked if I slept well last night, and I had left my phone in the car and he said, "Well I guess you don't want to talk to me today." He is putting in effort to talk to me. I don't text him unless he writes me first. He wants for me and little man to go to the lake with him and watch fireworks and sit on a boat. I though about it, and I decided that since W is seeming to want to talk about things then we are going to go. I'm still not 100% sure about what I want to do, but really I need to do what is best for little man. W and I may not always get along, but we do have love for eachother, and when I'm not a bitch things are great. We've already talked about some of the reasons that we were both unhappy.... (I came to the conclusion that I wasn't "happy"... because if I was happy with how things were going then I wouldn't have been a bitch all the time.) and I can tell that he wants to work on things... So I'll see where things go from here. I'm not ready to have him move back in or anything, but I see nothing wrong with hanging out with him and little man.