So, I decided to finally let go of this situation and give it to God. I've never been a "religious" person, but when I turned it all over to Him, I felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.

Of course, I still wonder and think about it, but it's not the only thing on my mind.

Yesterday, little man was playing with my phone. He always manages to erase my contacts and call random people so I took it away from him. A few minutes later I recieved a message from one of W's friends saying "What? lol". I looked and sure enough, little man had sent him a text with a bunch of random letters. I explained to him that little man had sent it. Then he asked how we were doing... It turns out he had no idea what was going on. Then the not so unexpected happened..................... He said he was always jealous of W. Because of me. Wow. I kinda saw that coming, but it was still a shock. For the first time in 12 days I felt an emotion other than sadness.... I was flattered, but it's too soon. Not to mention it would like revenge if anything was to happen there. I don't want to add more fuel to this already out of control fire!!! Plus that guy tends to go after his friends exes... and then the girls leave him to go back to his friends... and what kind of guy goes after one of his best friends ex girls?? Do guys not have a code? I'd be super pissed if one of my friends went after one of my exes!!!!

Yeah... I wonder if newly single girls emit some type of odor or something. Or maybe we have an invisble sign on our foreheads saying SINGLE SINGLE SINGLE!!! I've gotten a lot of attention these last few days and I am just not used to it. Sure, it'd be nice to have some fun, but I know I would be doing it for the wrong reasons... Instead of having fun, I'd be trying to erase W's memory from my head.... It's just too soon. I need to focus on me and little man for a while.

Which brings me to this... I love Facebook. I also love the "God Wants You To Know" app thing. Lately mine have all been extremely relevant to this situation and how I am feeling. This is todays :