HERE I AM IN SCHOOL (COLLEGE) AND STILL THINKING ABOUT YOU, HOW CRAZY IS THAT AND TOP OF THAT I LOST 2HOURS OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT BECAUSE I STAYED UP TO TALK TO YOU. I SHOUDNT BE TALKING TO YOU YOU PUT ME THROUGH SO MUCH HELL WITH IN THE FOUR YEARS IVE KNOWN YOU. AND BROKE MY HEART THREE TIMES AND I STILL COME BACK TO YOU, I NEED TO GET OVER YOU BUT I DONT WANT TO IM AFRAID WHAT IM GOING TO GO THROUGH. NOW I CAN SAY IM GOING THROUGH HELL WITH OR WITHOUT YOU. I MISS YOU SOO MUCH AND LOVE YOU TOO. I NEED A BREAK.