Today has been really hard. Even when I went to work this morning I was a little off. Like an idiot I kept checking my phone to see... if he would call or text. He broke up with me one week ago today, at 2:33pm.... I feel so pathetic right now. 

Its a beautiful spring day and I cant even enjoy it because I'm too busy crying for a guy who obviously does not care about me. To top it off, I agreed to go out on a date tonight. I have known this guy for about a year. The whole time I was in my relationship he was respectful. Still he made it very clear that he was interested in seeing me. As soon as I changed my status on Facebook to single, he emailed me. First to see how I was doing. It ended with him asking me out. 

I want to give him a chance. I think I could really like him. I am just so heartbroken right now. I am emotionally a mess. At the time he asked me out, I was fine. Its as if the more time passes, the more emotional I become.

What should I do? Cancel and wallow in my own self pity some more? Or go out on what I am sure will be a harmless date, with a guy who makes me laugh?