Just last night, I sent him a text message... (the guy who preferred to stay away from me because did not want to be any closer...he had confessed a month ago...and now, I just don't know what made him decide not to be my friend) he replied today asking if who I am....feels like he deleted my number. But I'm not that stupid for he certainly memorized my 11 digits. Maybe he's just trying to prove that he could actually do what he promised...and that is staying away from me for good.  I admit... I did not feel anything special for him when we're still dating... it is because I have second thoughts if we're be okay as ac ouple. However, nw that he is totally out of my life, I can feel something strange. I miss him and I'm mad and angry...just a thought of him ignites my anger but it is the anger of a girl who just lost her favorite crayon or doll. 

All a long I thought he was mine. That he would never leave me despite the kind of relaionship we have. I thought we're gonna be best as friends and not as lovers. But hurts me the most is the thought that we ended up neither of the two. . .we're practically back to being strangers. and I hated it. i hate him...as I hate myself for being affected. 

If I see him one of these days, I don't know what to say...or should I ask him what went wrong? Are guys really like that?they change abruptly as girls started to love their unkind side?