Ever since my heart has been crush, shatterd, broken, forgotten, and so on. There's really nothing left i even i find it hard to be nice to my pears im rarely nice to myself even, i guess i gave so much of myself to one guy that idk who i am anymore or have the energy to find out cuz im just so damn depressed all the damn time. so much for fairy tales it's all a bunch of BS!!!!!!!!!

i love the wrong guy and he hurt the wrong girl cuz i'll be hurting forever and ever, ive said the word goodbye deleted his number deleted his e-mail adress but my mind and heart won't forget it and move the hell on.

give it time they say

it'll happen when you least expect it they say

time heals all wounds they say.....

but really who believes that and actually experienced it?

all the disney movies like beauty and the best, snow white, cinderella, tarzan, shrek, etc just give a false hope or to me that is. love isn't that simple.

today in my head it only takes one guy to say "you're pretty" mean it or not and i just might do something i'll regret. for me to have said that i must be really down.