Ok so here goes my story.

I was married once. Had a beautiful daughter, and a real verbally abusive, controling, cheating husband. I decided to leave the situation. I was in college getting my nursing degree. I began a fling with a classmate. In the begining it was great he was the opposite of my ex. we were good friends, no strings. I was on my way back to me....I got pregnant!

So now 5 years later I live 1700 miles away from my family, to be near him.. we just moved in together 4 months ago, after 5 years of dating (non-exclusive, for him). The kids are happy, Im happy, then bam! I find out from a txt on his phone (i was wrong to look) that he had invited a girl over while i was at work and kids were at school. When I confront him, he tells me i violated his privacy and its over. We(me and the kids) need to move. He promised when we moved in he would give us the house if it didnt work out. Now this selfish person is putting me and 2 kids out. while his single self stays in a 3brm home. Im supposed to just move out into an apt again. i lived in an unsafe neighborhood before just to make ends meet.

I am just so mad at myself for trusting him. He has always had committment issues, but he always has kept his word, I never thought I would have to go through the same stuff as I did in my divorce. And here I am again!

So now I need to be strong, move out, and not let him back in. even though he has already said he wants us to go back to how it was b4 i moved in. no commitment and him being able to just do what he wants and still have me basically. Merry Christmas!! lol