We are in the Christmas Season!!! I love Christmas, whether I'm in a relationship or not. Everyone is just so much happier and nicer around this time. But I'm not going to lie, it's so nice having someone around this time of year.

I was talking to my mom today about everything - and she brought up the fact that I haven't had a relationship (not that me and F are anything "offical" yet, but we are more than just friends) during the holidays since my Freshman year of college - and that was 5 years ago!!! I have to be honest, it's so nice to have someone around this time. Not that we are going to be spending Christmas together because he has to work, but he asked me the other day to go out with him and his friends for New Years Eve! I was very happy that he asked me to do something with him, I'm not going to lie - I probably would have been disappointed if he didn't because I had wanted to spend it with him - it's just nice to have a kiss at midnight and everything - and I haven't had that in forever. Not that it's really a big deal, it's just nice to have, lol.

I'm still really trying not to be all into F - but yea, I think that I totally lost that whole acting casual, I'm not really that into him vibe - because I'm pretty sure that I talk about all the time to my friends/family, lol. I guess I couldn't help it, lol.