OK, so just to make this whole nightmare even more interesting, let me set the record straight, OR NOT (OR NOT will make sense in about 2 sentences)..I am not completely devastated, losing weight from places I never really had to begin with,  wasting tons of perfectly good makeup, tossing GREEN FROGGY BANKS in the trash over a GUY..but over a CHICK!. Yes, I let another female rip my heart to unrecognizable shreds..and YES , GREEN FROGGY BANK was hers. How perfectly fitting..she stayed a Toad until the bitter end..I bet her mother didn't even realize how fitting when she made the purchase..BUT HEY!...WHY did her mother give me a PINK HIPPO???? Not until this very moment did I stop to ponder this small oversight on my part. I was all of 120 pounds then...I mean really, there was no Kitten Bank, or perhaps a cute Teddy Bear Bank? I had to get PINK HIPPO? Nice....

OH... back to the confession,  OK so we have established that I got trampled on by another female...so let me do a quick FAQ (Frequenty Asked Questions) so you don't have to ask or "WONDER" because you don't want to ask but secretly REALLY want to know LOL.  Here we go:

Q: Was this your first relationship with a female?

A: NO

Q: Have you ever been with a Man

A: YES, One, I married him because I got pregnant after High School and he was very violent. It lasted 5 years

Q: Do you have children?

A: YES, 3 and YES they know I am gay (kinda hard to hide the other girl living in the same house)

Q: Were you always Gay or is it just because you were in a bad relationship with a man?

A: Always Gay. After high school I thought I would at least "try" batting for the "other team" and ended up getting pregnant! it turned out to be a VERY long inning!

Q: Now that you have been so crushed by this last relationship do you think you might try batting for the "other team" again?

A: Right now I'm not batting for anyone but myself. I can't even think about another relationship until I figure out why I gave so much of myself away in this one, that I don't even recognize the person in the mirror right now!

Q: Is the pain from a breakup of a Gay relationship just as bad as from a Straight one?

A: I think the loss of someone you are in love with is painful regardless of the gender

Q: Why are you 'fessing up?

A: So I can type "SHE" in my blog when speaking of my Ex and no one thinks it's a typo ;)

If I haven't answered your "DYING TO KNOW" question here, feel free to ask and I'll do my best to give you an honest response!