I hate feeling like this, I hate feeling like I can't move on from this. I have been going through steps to try to get better, even doing the breakup handbook...it doesn't cure my missing him. I still love him so much, and I still think we are right together. I just don't understand...I really trusted our realationship, I trusted him. This breakup has been the worst one I have dealt with, the others were so much easier to move on from but this...I feel sick to my stomach about this. I can't close my eyes without seeing his face, his smile. I dream of him! I can't shake this, and it doesn't help that he says he still loves me. It only confuses me more, I really, really need to find something that will bring me out of this. I feel like i'm sinking and I'm loosing myself. I'm so lonely, I don't have a strong support group to help me through this. I don't feel like my friends are really there for me. I feel so isolated from everything. It's killing me. Everyone telling me it will get better over and over and over...When will I find myself when I look in the mirror? I don't feel like I'm even the same person anymore. I trusted too easily, loved him too much. Why do we never learn? Why do any of us go through this?