Last year's full of DRAMA...

I wrote this during my first encounter with my ideal guy...and unfortunately he was too ideal that he too have his own ideal girl..it was not me....

over the break, i've been thinkng on how i could improve my relationship with the people i'm living with at the dorm, at school, and at the upv community as a whole.

i've also been trying to find ways on how I could actually forget one particular person.;the one whom i thought was my Huoda as my former blog entires would say.

Being able to cope with my fear of approaching the predators, i who was once a prey became one of them.

i know walk in and out of the hibernating place woth heads up and with the confidence that they can't bully me this time.

I can knoiw talk to the one whom I feared the most.

he is no longer part my system..

he has been deleted many times,

he has now have a replacement.

a better one

but the're much more a like.

i know conclude that staying away from making expectations and assumptions is the most effective way not to commit the same error i did last year.

however, there are times when i open my mind and drift again to the same thoughts that i did with the former.

so far, i'm beginning to divert my attentions to the things that have more value and importance. i no longer call myself a cheater since i never was and i will never be.

staying positive throughout the year is the attitude that i am keeping to maintain in order for me to stay regular and alive...

up life is not just about acadeems..but most of all, community building.

stay away from the predators...

or rather be one of them...