So, my car is f-ed up and work is slow. I'm behind on my bills and I don't know what to do. I didn't think I could handle anything else, but today I got a major shock. I had my period last month, but it's late this month. Only 4 days, but it freaked me out because I have been having mood swings and I've been eating like crazy. I eat a lot and I have a high metabolism, but eating a huge salad, a cheeseburger, noodles, an egg sandwich, an egg, and a huge hunk of chocolate cake in the span of a hour is a lot for me. I've been cramping all week, so I figured my period was on it's way, but I had a friend bring me a pregnancy test to be safe because I tend to be smoking a lot of ciggarettes lately. So... yeah. It was postive. I'm not really sure where to go from here. I guess I kinda expected it, but it's a big shock. I'm not in a good place financially.. I can barely take care of little man. I don't know how I'm going to take care of a 2 yearold and a newborn... well I guess a 3 year old and a newborn. Oh my. Should I tell W? I know it is his... He goes to court on Wednesday and the no contact order wil br over then. I just don't know what to do.
browneyedgirl wrote 350 Days Ago (neutral) 0Hi love4ever. It has been a while since you have posted but I just got a chance to read this. I hope that you are doing okay. Have you had a chance to talk to him? How are things going? Have you decided how you are going to take care of this new baby? You are already a mom, so just remember, you will be amazing at it. The transition of 1 baby to 2 babies is a lot easier than the transition of no kids to having one is. I hope that you have had some time to figure things out for you. Have you sought support from your family? Wishing you all the best.0 pointslove4ever wrote 388 Days Ago (neutral) 0I've taken another.. It was a more expensive brand and it clearly says, "Pregnant". lol... I bought a 2 pack so I will take another in the morning, but I am sure I am pregnant. It explains my mood swings and hunger and headaches. I'm def. going to keep it because I believe God wanted this to happen at this time for a reason, and I know it's all going to be okay. It's just not what I was expecting to happen.0 pointsjourneywoman wrote 389 Days Ago (neutral) 0Gosh sweetie. I am so terribly sorry. It doesn't sound like you have been having good luck at all. But maybe it's a false positive. Hopefully you can take another one. If not, it's time to start looking at some options. I'm really, really sorry this is all happening. I think you should wait until after Wednesday - when you're 100% positive to tell him.0 points







