It's been a really long time since I've written in here. I don't exactly know why I haven't been going on here. Maybe it's because I've been happier and just have been adjusting to my life being drama-free. It's like anything that I do, V is ok with. He just wants to make me happy. For me, it's crazy to be in that kind of relationship. Where I don't have to worry about saying something stupid that would turn him off - because I know that he's ok with that.

What's an even bigger relief for me, is that it's ok with V if I don't want to anything sexual. I'm just really not comfortable jumping into sex right away with V because I feel as if it complicates relationships. And I really don't want to jump into that so quickly. I've done it before and it's only ended up backfiring in my face. So I don't know if I'm scared to do anything, but, to be honest - I want to be sure of everything before I jump into sex. I really don't feel like my "number" going up either. As ridiculous as that sounds.

Anyway, my birthday was yesterday and I mentioned like only once or twice about a month ago that I wanted to see this play in NYC and V actually remembered and bought me tickets!!! I'm so excited! And according to my mom he's a "fucking keeper" because he actually listened to me.