IT Does Not Exist

I never believe in fairy tales

I don't even see the beauty of it.

Happy endings, they don't work for me

It is just part of someone's fantasy.

All I knew was,

My story has always been sad.

Never in my life did I experience the bliss of falling in love

Tragedy and twist of fate were all I had.

Too many horses had have passed me by

Not a single one stopped to stay

When the moment I thought I'm finally not alone

And find the right one

My destiny seemed to turn the other way.

Now here I am again

Back on my favorite place

Wishing that someday

I'll get to leave this waste

But I know this someday is not too soon to come

Just like when the moon meets the sun

Singing my heart to release the pain

The pain for waiting and believing

I promised to be stoned hearted

Even if the right pair of shoes are sighted

Coz I've been not believing magic

Since my story has always been tragic

I don't know what to add or say, I can't even end this little essay

So I guess this is how it will be

Unfinished . .and it will always be....