I don't know why I continue to occasionally write these posts on this breakup site. Maybe I want to give you guys hope that there is life after a breakup. If anyone has read through all of my posts, you will know that I have been through some really bad and some really tough times. Some emotionally abusive relationships, some relationships that were purely sexual, and just a bad string of guys. I'm sure that I played a part in picking the wrong guys. I'm sure that there were nice guys who were interested in me, but I constantly went for the wrong one.

But honestly, I don't regret any of it. All of those bad relationships brought me to where I am today. And brought me to who I am with today. And I honestly cannot imagine myself with anyone else. I love him with all of my heart. I'm not going to lie and give you guys a false impression that everything is roses, because it's not. I have my hang-ups and he has his. Everyone comes with baggage. Everyone has issues. Love isn't what you see in the movies. It's not a fairytale but it does come pretty damn close. No one is going to be perfect, but they can be perfect for you.

"V" understands me and I understand him. I know that he has my back in anything that I do. And I can rely on him and trust him. Our relationship is based on mutual understanding, love, and friendship. For the first time in my life I can honestly say that my boyfriend is my best friend. If I had to pick anywhere to be right now, I would be right with him.

For all the non-believers in love, it didn't hit me hard. I didn't know from day one that I would want to be with "V" forever. It took time. It was gradual. But now that I feel it, I never want to be without it and without him. Through all of my posts, it's evident that it took me a long time to get here. Going through all that stuff made me appreciate it so much more.

So if you found that nice guy, give him a chance. Hold on to him tight and never let him go. Because he just might turn into your everything.