I just want to express how great God's love is. I know that society tries to make us feel that security comes from being in a relationship, but that is not true. I know what it's like to be in a relationship and be lonely. I know what's it's like to care about what people see (me on a man's arm) even though what we have is terrible when we go home. I know that society says having sex is normal in a relationship but don't explain the emotion that takes place behind it. Because of that, I have now only learned to trust the love of God. I have now only been able to trust that God's divine appointment (me meeting my future husband) is in God's hand. I used to worry about my future as someone's wife, but I have now learned how to put it in God's hands. I used to be concerned about how people may look at me (When I wasn't in a relationship) but now I am loved INTERNALLY. Not, because of my loving boyfriend, but because of the love that God has showed me. See, I was left to not know how to genuinely love someone because of how my ex treated. He verbally abused me, cheated on me, made me let go all of my male friends, destroyed my relationship with my family and told me how I shouldn't have female friends who didn't like him. I was under his voice and power for 2 years.

With that said, seek the love of God because he does not have a hidden agenda. He just wants his creation to be under a secure, honest love that is not going to taint us. One major expression of His love for us was through his son Jesus dying on the cross for our sins. Giving us the opportunity to be forgiven and to be reconciled with Him. He longs to be loved by us and for us to give him glory through his ability to be reflected in our lives. Seek Christ and the love that you will experience will be more than you could ever receive in a man. Vs to ponder: 1 cor 13:4-7: Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. This is the true love from God that you were created for.