okay get this i have a crush on this guy in my college he is an absolute sweetheart and very handsome, and a cute laugh to go with it. he considers us just friends (which is just sad for me) but hey i guess i can accept it at least we can talk everyonce in a while but id rather be in a relationship, i can see us being together but he doesn't man!!! a good guy like that is going to pass through my lilfe just because im well...plus size there i said it! got me thinking is every guy shallow and have a good looking prosona (outer appearence)? Being friends is ok...for awhile.... im just afraid that i'll become desprate and do something stupid or ask him out and be twice as hurt yeah just being friends kinda hurts esp when your friends with ur crush and he doesn't know it or does either way it hurts.

maybe some would say that im moving to fast and not ready to be in another relationship because i haven't gottn over my first breakup and that might be true but is that whole point of moven on? this might sound odd but having a crush on someone for me is kinda what i need to help me to get over my breakup. the situation gets my mind off the hurt of the past move forward. even though it hurts that my crush doesn't want to be more than friends, in some weird way he's helping me get over my ex-bf funny and bittersweet :/ 

id rather spend my time and energy on trying to get someone to like/love me :) than cry and be depressed over some guy (my ex-bf) who doesn't want me anymore let alone love me :(

What should i do or could i do?

Please and thank you :)