Have you ever gotten into a relationship or date someone and feel that it is different from your other experiences? Well this is how I feel right now. Maybe I'm actually ready to date a nice guy, where there isn't any drama or need to change him. I don't know. But I feel like up until now I constantly dated the absolute wrong people for me. Ones who were emotionally unavailable or immature. I don't know if it's because I have this complex where I want to help people and change them and make them better - but I've realized that I can't do that, especially to people who don't want help.

There's no baggage with V. He has a job, he graduated college with his BS, he gets along with his family, and he's not a douchebag (so far). Everything with him is so drama free. However, I have been keeping myself in check and not really getting excited about anything, because I've been known to be tricked before by seemingly nice guys. So I guess we'll see what the future holds.