I had two dates this weekend. It's actually kinda strange because I really haven't dated anyone in a few months and to have two dates in one weekend seemed a little over ambitous for me. I had fun both nights. The first guy and I just got pizza and watched a movie. It was pretty chill because we kinda knew eachother previously in a non dating kind of way. But I think that is where the problem is for me. Although he is a really nice guy and super smart the whole night I was kinda like gosh I hope he doesn't try to kiss me. I have a problem with not being able to see someone as more than a friend when I have previously viewed them as only a friend. I don't think that is necessarily a bad thing, but I do feel bad for misleading him. I probably shouldn't have agreed to a "date" when I pretty much knew going into it that I wasn't interested in him in that way.

Saturday night was a little bit different. We went out to dinner and then to a movie. This is the same guy that fixed my windshield wipers a couple weeks ago. I am attracted to this guy and we get along great. we joke around with eachother and I like having that easy conversation. BUT I kinda have the feeling that I probably shouldn't like this guy. My intuition is telling me that it's a bad idea. When I think about it I don't think that we would connect on a very deep level in the long run. I am having fun with him now though so I think I will just keep my gaurd up and if he asks me to hang out again do it, and see what happens. I am not interested in finding a serious relationship right now. I want to just meet people and see where things go.