I went out on a second date with the guy from Sunday last night and although he's a nice guy and everything, I don't know about it. I'm just not really that into him and I can't really explain why. I'm a social person, so I have no problem having a conversation with someone and making it not awkward, so we did have a conversation and it went well. I could tell that he's really into me. But I don't know.

If I'm being completely honest, the guy kind of freaked me out. He was moving wayyyy to fast. Talking about how I was going to be his girlfriend and how me and his mom would get along great, etc. He even asked me if I was still seeing other people. Or if I went to a bar if I'd make out with another guy because he said he wouldn't now that he was with me. I was like um, it's the second date, if I want to go to a bar and make out with a guy, or go on a date with someone else, I can. It's not like we've been dating for 3 months and are exclusive or something.

Then he was talking crap about pretty much all of his exes. Saying that they screwed him over on way or another. Like saying that they randomly changed after 3 months and he had no idea how someone can just stop liking a person. But like, that does happen. You can fall out of love.  And I mean, I really don't talk crap about my exes. If a potential guy asked me about them, I say, "He was a really nice guy, but things just didn't work out. We wanted different things." Because it's really none of their business and I'm not going to trash talk them (only to my friends on here haha) because the majority of them were decent people - just immature.

So, I'm really not into this. I was driving home last night and the guy lives like 45 minutes away, and I was like, wow, I don't even care enough to do this ride home all the time. And I feel bad because he seems like a nice person, but I'm just not feeling it. The whole moving insanely quickly freaked me out and then the trash-talking the exes. Like I barely know you. I don't want to talk about having an awesome relationship with you on our second date. And maybe I'd feel differently if I was actually into him, but I'm not. I just feel right now I want to date around and keep my options open. I've jumped into things too quickly in the past and I want to feel things out.