I don't know if it's just me, but I find dating to be so exhausting. I mean don't get me wrong, I do like to go out on dates and I enjoy the attention that I get from guys - but I'm at the point in my life where I want to find someone that I get along with.

To be honest, the only guy that I really liked was my first "real" boyfriend. Everyone since then I haven't had the same feeling from. There was just something missing in the relationship. That spark. And you can't fake the spark. You can't fake being happy with someone. Through time, I've found that if I force myself to like someone, it never works. I'm usually so unhappy and I can't wait to leave the person.

I really want to go on a date with a guy and hit it off right away. I want to click. Because if we are honest with ourselves, I feel that you know if you will click with someone within the first few minutes of meeting them. At least that's how it is for me. I really hate being on a date and sitting there looking at the door yearning to go home.

I feel like for every good guy, there are 20 more bad guys out there. It's like finding the right person is like finding a needle in the haystack. It sucks.

And I'm going on all of these bad dates from the dating website that I joined and I'm wondering if the whole thing is worth it - or if I just might end up being single forever.