V and I are now "officially" together. I'm excited, but I can't help but to think that this whole thing is weird to me. Because I'm just so used to being the one who is wondering about "what we are" and wanting more - and it's just weird for me not to feel that way. And to just have the guy be like I like you, and I want you to be my girlfriend.

I just feel like I'm being crazy right now. Because I do like him, I do think that he's a nice guy, and I do think that he's good for me. It's just weird to not have had sex with him yet and have him still want me. I just think that I have problems. I dunno. lol