I went on a second date with the guy from last and had a really good time. I just really enjoy his company and he's a really nice person. Like I said the other time, it's like when we talk we have so much in common. He's a little nerdy, but in a good way. Like the cute kind. And I like smart guys anyway. I get along better with them because I value my education as well - and was kind of a dork in college/high school.

We are going to be going on a third date, so I'm going to see how all of that goes. Hopefully well. =). I'm really trying not to talk about this too much with my friends/family because I don't want to get all excited about nothing. I'm kind of in the mood to take it slow. To see where everything goes. But inside I'm secretly excited and want to talk about it to everyone, haha.

The main thing is that I do not want to sleep with him after only a few dates. But I really don't think that it's going to go there yet, because he hasn't even really kissed me yet. It's just been a hug goodbye and like one of those quick kisses on the cheek, or wherever it is - I don't know how to describe it, because it's not really kissing me on the cheek, it's like the kind that you do with your friends. So it seems like this guy likes to take things slow. Which, is really a relief to me.

I really like not having that pressure to sleep with him. Because, if I'm honest with myself, the majority of the time sleeping with guy was really his inciative and things "just happened" but afterwards I ended up regretting it because it happened wayyy too fast and I don't want that. I'd like to be in a stable relationship for a couple of months and then sleep with him. And I'm really going to stick with it this time. I think that it's going to make me feel so much more secure in the relationship. Maybe that's why I'm drawn to him even more.